Not Always

Weak, I am so weak

My chances are looking bleak

Nothing left, no recovering

You want to help, your hand is hovering

Far away, it so far

Further than the furthest star

Now you're out of sight

I tried but I lost the fight

Total darkness is all I can see

There is no breaking free

Here I will remain

How could I let this happen again?

So hungry, tired, and cold

Why didn't I ever listen to what I was told?

Each thought dispensed faster than a bullet from a Tommy gun

They all weigh nothing, yet each of them weighs a ton

All these thoughts and restraints I must flee

But they are my only security

I will somehow get free. Get out

Despite my own disbelief and doubt

Things will not always be this way

Last night, you told me

That everything will be

Alright

Well I am alone

Your love has flown

Away

Chorus

All my days

Lonely haze

You can’t be

Here with me

It's not fair

I don't care

I won't move on

I'll sing my song

Alone

You'll forget me

I'll never see

You

Valentine's day

I can't say

Be mine

Chorus x2

We can't be

As you planned she fell to your trap

Your vigor left her handicapped

List of conquest mark her down

Tired cold and on the ground

You don't care to see her again

Don't care how she is don't care how she's been

You left her empty and hollow

From all the orders you made her follow

Ruptured her graceful elegance

She hasn't seen you ever since

Chorus

Humanity Brutality Morality

Through tainted eyes she will now see

Ruined her life you ruined her

To wear her as your fur

You will move to your next innocent

Through hell she will be sent

You don't care You don't know

You said yes she could not say no

Left her shaken and trembled

And now you don't even remember

She will never feel the same

Failure in your wicked game

Well now your time is here

To be left for dead and full of fear

Chorus

Don't limit yourself to fit their liking.

Drift out, don't let them decide who you are.

Your personality, don't let them ruin.

Leave your ball and chain and take off afar.

Forget their order and make your own rules,

While keeping your moral and decency.

You must create your own self-tools.

Don't let them taint what you have left to see.

Make your own thoughts, be your own person.